5 semesters into college, and i'm still procrastinating on things that really shouldn't be taking me all that long at all. silly me. it's practically a current events assignment from Bio with Yochem--anybody remember those good old days? Looking up articles pertaining to FAS statements? I could really use one of those now.
I'm looking forward to Christmas. I know what i'm getting--a nice camera--so there will be no surprise when thats the only thing i open up that morning. it's all i really wanted, for a long time. and if things work out like they should, I'll be taking it with me when i go study abroad. i'm already starting to think of little projects that i can do with my new camera. i'm sure i'll be a maniac in charlotte. if you're there, and i'm there, you'll probably end up getting photographed. just a warning. ...and next semester, i'm going to learn how to develop film too; i'm insanely excited.
things in my life have seemed to worked themselves out. i almost wish i hadn't waited so long, but i forgot what it felt like to have someone who makes you laugh yourself silly. i will never, ever put myself through such misery at the expense of another person, ever again. so i feel now that i've met someone new that i'm starting out fresh, and it's an amazingly sunny feeling.
ive also started creating on my own time again. things for myself, for my friends and family, outside of my studio. i'd forgotten how giddy that makes me.
i'm going to go write that paper, now.
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